Sunday, December 30, 2007

Wait and Pray


When life starts rolling and you make decisions that will effectively change your life, you don't want to have to wait on answers from other people who are in the process of making decisions that will effectively change their lives. But that's just it, isn't it? A chain of events will now occur that have little to do with the decision you have to make, except that they have everything to do with the decision you are making. This is exactly why we pray, meditate, reflect, ask and hope. Holding faith in our hands like an egg - careful not to hold it too tight or let it fall. So now, I'm praying, dare I say, asking, for God to guide all the decision makers in the line of decisions that effect mine. Guide them in the perfect way they need to be guided for my dreams to unfold. I know this will all happen they way it's supposed to - because I'm here and I've asked. The beautiful thing is that life is beginning to roll. It's gathering moss and I'm ready for the ride. There will certainly be challenges along the way that will change the course of the journey. But the journey is clear and I am determined. I know now, more than ever that Bob and I are ready for the adventure and together we will make it all happen. However it takes shape. Although the shape we really like at the moment is the shape of California and the Sonoma Coast. With a seller financed wine and gift retail business and Sissy Made It covering all the costs and then some of the purchasing of the business. It's really not out of reach at all! Just around the corner really. We also really like the idea of our house selling within a couple of months at the price we need it to. And so the decisions will continue to be made and we will wait and pray. Focusing our dreams and planning our strategy. Rethinking and revising along the way. Growing together and learning about each other. This is the real journey.

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